Ah, guilt.

This period of time between Halloween and New Year’s Day is filled with rich holiday foods, sugary cakes and candy and cookies and sweets. And I’m guilty of peppering you with those things, too. It’s like the world has given us permission to indulge without regret and without regard to our waistlines.

Even my husband’s doctor gave him a free pass to not worry about his diet until after the first of the year! And in a side note, told him that he’ll probably take him off of the Metformin (diabetes drug) in March or April. Yay!

But I admit to feeling guilty once in awhile that I’ve been concentrating on all these decadent delights, with very little in the way of good, healthy food that you can eat without guilt. You know, in between Christmas cookies and cupcakes. It’s the Jewish mother in me.

So, just for you (and hubs), I created this healthy, sweet, moist, and delicious muffin that you can serve to anyone for breakfast or as a snack, without saying that it’s good for you. In fact, if I could come up with a guilt-free frosting, you could call it a cupcake! It’s simple and quick to throw together, too.

Guilt-Free Pumpkin Ginger Muffins
(makes 12 regular-sized muffins)

Ingredients:

1 cup all purpose flour
1/2 cup oatmeal, ground*
1/4 cup pepitas (pumpkin seeds), ground*
1/4 cup whole wheat flour
1/4 cup flax seed meal
1 tsp baking powder
1/2 tsp baking soda
1 tsp salt
2 tsp ground ginger
12 packets Truvía (stevia sweetener)

4 large egg whites
1/4 cup agave nectar
1/2 cup unsweetened applesauce
1 cup pumpkin puree
1/2 cup orange juice

1/4 cup chopped crystallized ginger (optional)

Preparation:

Preheat oven to 375º F. Place muffin/cupcake liner papers, or silicone liners, in a 12-compartment muffin tin and set aside.

In a large bowl, whisk together all of the dry ingredients until well combined and make a well in the center. Add all of the wet ingredients into the well, and whisk together until the batter is smooth. Fold in the crystallized ginger, if using.

Divide batter evenly into the prepared muffin liners and bake for 25-30 minutes, or until a wooden skewer, inserted into the near center, comes out clean. Allow to cool for about 20 minutes before serving.

*Variation: Add 3/4 cup dried cranberries (as I did in the batch photographed here). The cranberries add an additional textural and sweet element without going over the top – delicious! This will also increase your yield by about 2 muffins, so prepare extra liners.

Notes:

I love ginger and I made these pretty ginger-assertive to complement the pumpkin. Feel free to cut the amount of ground ginger if you think it’s too strong. Won’t hurt my feelings. ->Sniff<-

As an attractive garnish, instead of adding all the crystallized ginger to the muffin batter, sprinkle half of it (about 2 Tbs) on top of the batter after loading up your muffin cups, before baking. Of course, the crystallized ginger does add sugar, so omit it if you want to go completely sugar-free.

Super low in fat, no sugar (except in the crystallized ginger, if you’re using it), and multigrain / high-fiber, not to mention all those lovely vitamins and beta carotene in the pumpkin, it doesn’t get much more guilt-free than this, people! That also makes these muffins suitable for people with sugar-restricted diets and at the very least, type 2 diabetics.

Since it’s heat-stable, I’ve been curious about baking with Truvía, one of the new stevia-based sweeteners, and I have to tell you that I’m super-pleased with this first effort. Maybe it’s the combination with the agave nectar, but there is absolutely NO artificial sweetener aftertaste in these muffins. If you didn’t know that these muffins are sugar-free, you would never be able to tell. I’m shocked, I tell you. Shocked. You may be able to prepare this recipe using another brand of stevia sweetener, but I used the Truvía and that’s what I’ll vouch for.

Like any good muffin, these freeze really well, too. Make up a batch, allow to cool completely, toss ‘em into a freezer bag, and chuck ‘em in the freezer.

* Measure the oatmeal and pepitas and run them through the food processor together. I used the mini food pro that came as an attachment with my immersion blender.

Oh, my. I have just discovered The Buckwheat Pancake. No, no! Not just buckwheat pancakes – THE best buckwheat pancake I’ve ever had! I made these for Sunday breakfast, and had to share them with you.

Sure, they’re healthy and low fat, but they’re also so delicious and easy to make, you won’t care! Would I lie to you?

Please don’t go by this photo! I don’t know what happened here, but they really do look golden brown & delicious in real life!

Buckwheat Apple Pancakes

Ingredients:

1/2 cup all purpose flour
1/2 cup buckwheat flour
1 tsp. baking soda
1 tsp. baking powder
1 tsp. ground cinnamon
1/4 tsp. salt
pinch of nutmeg
1 cup buttermilk (can use low-fat, if available)
1 large egg (or equivalent of egg-substitute like Egg Beaters)
1/2 Tbs. wildflower honey
1/2 Tbs. dark honey
1 tsp. lemon juice
1 Tbs. Smart Balance Light (or other) margarine, melted
1 medium apple (your favorite) diced or chopped small

Non-stick cooking spray

Preparation:

In a large bowl, sift together all the dry ingredients. In another, smaller bowl, whisk together all of the wet ingredients, except the apple. Pour the wet mixture into the dry, and mix until thoroughly combined. When the batter is smooth, fold in the chopped apple. Let stand for 5 minutes.

Spray a large frying pan or griddle with cooking spray and heat it until a few drops of water bounce around before evaporating. Pour about 1/4 cup of batter for each pancake. Turn when the tops develop bubbles and the edges look dry. Cook the second side for about 3 – 4 more minutes, or until brown.

Serve with additional Smart Balance and honey. Makes about 8, roughly 5-inch pancakes

Notes:

One more time: I receive no consideration for using Smart Balance Light, or any other brand. I have it in my fridge because we like it and for its stated healthy composition. If you want to use something else, feel free.

I prefer to use local honeys. If there’s a farmer’s market in your area, odds are you’ll find someone selling local honey. For this recipe, I used a local wildflower honey and an avocado honey, which is a very dark, rich honey that has almost a bite to it at the finish. If you can find buckwheat honey, that would be awesome! If you can’t find a dark honey, you can substitute molasses.

If you’d like, you can substitute agave nectar for the honey – use the light agave nectar for the wildflower honey, and use the dark, raw agave instead of the dark honey. *Bonus* – Although there’s very little honey in this recipe, substituting the agave nectars for the honeys makes these pancakes an excellent choice for Type II diabetics.

No, you don’t have to use a “cooking” apple. I used a Golden Delicious in mine – you can use whatever you have.

I used an electric griddle set at 325º F.

And, of course, this recipe is easily doubled to feed a crowd. You can freeze any leftover pancakes with pieces of waxed paper or parchment paper slipped between each one, in a freezer bag, and reheat them from frozen (don’t thaw them) in your oven or toaster oven, whenever you want them!

You have got to try this the next time you have a craving for pancakes – and they won’t wreck your diet!

The initial trauma – the shock and awe, if you will – has passed. For now. Thanks, you guys, for your support and commiseration. It helps.

So, I just blew eighty bucks for nothing by replacing the keys on my “old” Powerbook. The Mac gods’ minions turned it on, and it died in their arms. Hard drive failure – DOA. Having just spent around $200 to get the power connection doo-hickey replaced about – what? six weeks ago? – another $300 + to replace the hard drive illuminated the writing on the wall. Back to the Apple Store and time to dive into the wonderful world of Leopard and the MacBook Pro. Thanks, Middle Niece, for lending me your student discount. Every little bit helps.

Fortunately, pretty much everything had been backed up fairly recently (see? I keep telling you people – back up and back up often!). The only thing is that I have to completely reconstruct my contact list/address book and iCal on the new machine. The new operating system won’t read the old ones. Sucks.

MJ takes his meds and waits to see if any of the half-dozen or so possible side-effects are happening to him. We know and are operating on the rationale that weight-loss will ameliorate, and probably cure the kind of diabetes he has. It certainly won’t hurt me any to lose a few pounds, so I’m right there with him.

He keeps threatening to throw out at least half of our nearly 200 cookbooks, because “It’s pointless. I can’t have any of that stuff now.” Which is bullshit. It’s all a matter of portion-control and balance. And Common Sense. Words that I’m going to have tattooed on his forehead if he doesn’t calm down.

But here’s the really traumatic thing for me – we bought a scale. A bathroom scale. Wow. We haven’t had one of those things in the house for probably 10 years. A scale! A warden. An accusing eye. A cold, hard, unflinching judge of failure or success. I put it in MJ’s closet. I don’t want it looking at me.

I have to e-mail this post from work because my laptop refuses to completely boot (it makes it as far as the picture on my desktop, and just spins that little beachball endlessly) and now the repair disc is stuck in the drive because there is no external way to remove it and it won’t eject on its own like its supposed to. I can’t let anybody look at it until the replacement keyboard caps (c, d, spacebar, ctrl) show up in the mail. Don’t ask.

MJ was just diagnosed with high blood pressure and Type 2 Diabetes. I am being tested for Graves Disease (a non-life-threatening thyroid thing). I blame his dead mother and the exponentially increasing stress and all the fast-food-Denny’s crap we wound up eating on the run over these last couple of months for all of it. I hate this doctor, but he’s all we’ve got for
the moment.

We have cancelled Passover. We’re not going to my brother’s for First Seder, and we are definitely not doing the Second Seder at our house (which is way more fun, by the way). Sorry, Miz Shoes. No Mom’s chopped liver (the only kind I’ll eat), this year. Also my apologies to the RLA.

This has been the worst year EVER, so far. I am making progress, though. MJ has stopped calling me “Pollyanna”, and is now calling me “Jiminy Cricket.” I *think* that’s good. Right?